caffeine induced stupor where one's never really awake and never really asleep. pages of work left undone for months, all crammed into the space of several days. sleep becomes rare, and even unconsciousness is riddled with the uneasiness one must feel when living in the wild. an easily broken state of temporary unconsciousness where thoughts of impending doom seem to sink into even state of non-consciousness. unfinished work surrounds me. it posesses me. i yearn for an exorcism, but the process and long and intense......